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Chapter 1

2011-11-25T02:03:00.008+08:00

This is something that has been flowing in thoughts for awhile or I should put it, ever since. There is no better way to convey this, well in this case it is only to pen down. For now.

Then, we were all innocent little people, still insignificant to the society. Actions and feelings were carried out without much thoughts and those were the days. To be honest, I only realise your existence after being in the same class for a year (I am very certain it was due to the fact that I had my eyes grown at the back of my head.)

First week of final year, our class was instructed to have our notice-board decorated. During breaks, guys would, as usual, rush to the basketball court . Fortunate for me, I have decided to stay in class (My eyes started to work). I walked to the front of the classroom, where the ladies were busying with the decorations. I vaguely screened the different tasks carried out by my female counterparts and spotted this sole worker cutting leaves out of green papers. I grabbed a chair and sat in front of her desk. Keeping my eyes on the "leaves", I said, "let me give you a hand."

Who is this girl?! The alarming thought arose as I levelled my eyes to align with hers. Strings of more questions instantly flashed across my head. ~Why haven't I notice this person?~ Where did this person come from?~ Why is she so beautiful?~ Who is she? Who is she? Who is she?~ It took me awhile to consolidate the answers and conclude that she was not someone unfamiliar, she was just someone I have never envisioned at such close proximity . I kept the tremor within and asked what I could help with, and was assigned to draw 'veins' on the leaves to let it take shape.

I was very certain that even though I was not paying much attention to them, the rest of the female classmates were giving the what is this guy trying to do looks at each other. I continued to bury myself into the assigned task to avoid the awkwardness built up in the room.

Though there was not much of an interaction between the both of us, this was how I met you.

P.S. I very much miss the occasion where both of us artistically scribbled our names onto each others' desk.

Your Movie, your Life.

2010-12-01T03:07:00.004+08:00

When playing soccer as a young boy, I was never the one who scored goals.

When in a conversation, I am not the one who have many things to say about.

When having a photo with my birthday cake alone, I felt uneasy.

I never liked being the spotlight.

Not the striker,

not the main speaker,

definitely not the subject of a photograph.

Least you are happy, I am proud to be the supporting cast in your movie, your life.

Jack

2010-11-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

Jack is a happy man.

Jack is very busy.

Jack does art.

Jack is very involve with his social circle.

Jack does photography.

Jack is to be a teacher.

Jack dances.

Most importantly, Jack has a beautiful smile.

Oh wait, who's Jack?

Back! for now.

2010-10-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

BACK! for now.

Today I pondered a bit and I thought I should pen them down somehow.

"It is easier to love the person you marry than to marry the person you love." -COA

Few words so many meanings.

2009-01-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

EXAMINATION~!

Form words with the TITLE!! omg this is gonna be fun!! (Yes i know, very zi high...)

Examination (Took me less than 3secs to come out with this word. WOOTS!)
Mint
Man
Max
Nation
Exit
Atom
Ton
Ten
Tin
Tax
Tame
Time
Ion
Mean
Nine
Neat
Mine
Net
Nim
Meat
Mote

Hmm.. okay im too stupid and lazy to think liao.. LoL

2009-01-16T18:11:00.001+08:00

I AM WEAK.

PHYSICALLY

AND

MENTALLY.

Illusion?

2009-01-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

They might not be functioning no more. They might be the most outdated thing now. They might not even think like you do . But you accepted them before, you used them before, they were with you during your happy and upset times. They did not choose you. You chose them. They did not have a choice, you decide for them.

You gave them a purpose, you allowed them to display their talents. You brought them life!

Do not throw them away. Keep them. That's unless you have no feelings for them anymore.

The pencil you used during Primary School. (2B one)

Left behind.

2009-01-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

You are walking on a road filled with obstacles. You studied every obstacles and overcomed them one by one, bit by bit, taking your time. You arrived at this Hugh barrier which you thought you had it, you were so strong and confident, nothing was going to stop you.

You fell. You failed. You tried your best but the obstacles were just too unforgiving and unmerciful. You are broken so badly. The fall hurts because you did not see it coming, you only imagined reaching the destination which is now nowhere insight.

During the anguish and agony, you realised that the journey was meant for two. Two to walk, Two to overcome, Two to accomplish. Yet you are alone.

As you were trying to get to your feet with the fresh wounds, you thought, Once you have fallen, you will NEVER want to fall again.

You will either
Not stand up,
or
Not to walk again until the second half of the Two reappears.

2008-12-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

Okay. It has been quite some time since i see this blogging interface. Nothing have improved much though.

In this post, I very feel like firing, bursting, dish out, vent.. Well, you will see what i mean. No offence people, just some feelings and thoughts i had recently and I thought it is best written here.

Firstly, I shall emphasize, I dislike, do not like, I hate alcohol. No particular reason though, I just do not like the look, the smell, the taste, the feel and the name of this carbon hydroxide group of compound. Clubs, pubs, discos, whatever. I rather camp inside orgrimmar's auction house, trust me. And therefore BenQ, don't come and "then too bad lor" and leave the conversation. It proves nothing but that same old attitude of yours that never really change a bit.

Time. We age. Nothing stops for you. Its only recently that I strongly feel that I have wasted the whole of my Poly life. I could have done better and I really hope it is not too late now to realise it. I am pretty sure my parents will be utterly disappointed if I could not pass this stage, this level, this next step. Not only do not want to let down my loved+ones, I very do not want to disappoint myself. KennyTan, I am directly this chunk to you. "You are not Prepared" I am very sure you do not want that phrase to come true. Time is not our side anymore. We are nineteen turning 20 next year.

Pressure. This word recently came out from the mouth of my brother who was playing a game of dota with cason kiat ming me. Situation was he made a mistake in game (No big deal actually, just a game only..) Point is, we were correcting him and bomb, in skype: "Ni men yi zhi jiang jiang jiang, yi zhi gei wo pressure. dui la dui la wo de cuo! DOU shi wo de cuo la!" (All of you kept on saying, it is giving me a lot of pressure. ALRIGHT! its all my fault!)This is the response I got from you after correcting you and giving you advise in-game. How am I suppose to advise you in-life? Or perhaps, you can go find your '2nd brother' for a better advice?

Worries and problems. It is everything Bentay is going through right now. I felt rather helpless. I wish I could lend you more of my assistance, but i do not know how. Sorry. But then again, it will be a new stage of life for you. You will have to step out of the barrier one day and I am very certain that you will agree with me as well that this is the time.

Correct me if I am wrong guys. I might be thinking too much at times.

I am sorry Rino.
I am sorry SC.
I am sorry laopeiBen.

I am sorry, Dad.

Alright, I hesitated posting this entry because the urge of venting everything went off suddenly. But well, i shall hit the publish post button before i alt-F4 the window..

Dad's Birthday~

2008-11-02T02:39:00.005+08:00

Knife and Fork. hmmm

Look at Ben's smile.. LoL!

Starting from the Left: Cason, Ming, Myself, Birthday MAN*, Mum, Yang and Ben

Not in Photo: Kiat +

The gift for my dad..

Happy Birthday Dad!

Everything started at 12pm where we decide to get a present from orchard for my Dad, The gang met up at J8 to look for Samson's mp3 at Sony Style. Do not know why he like visiting that shop.. +++ Left at 12+ and head for orchard as sam has agreed a lunch with his bunk mates.

Well... The rest of us had lunch at Ramen Ten at Far East. Food there was okay... just that, don't order for the big bowl that has a $2 charge with it and adds extra ramen to your bowl. 1 word. BLOATED.

Continued our walk to paragon with Cason who actually marched when he was explaining the things that happened this week. Went in Ralph Lauren with that awhole sale guys who doesnt even look at us. Then a lady who was carrying a LV bag entered. "Afternoon Madam" , she was greeted with a big smile! What an Awhole..! What lousy attitude. Wearing slipper only wat.. MY SLIPPER very expensive one okay!+

Finished choosing the design and size. I decided to make payment. "Do you accept NETS?" "Is yours a MasterCard?" Then i was like... Jaw dropped.. Thankfully Ben likes to bring loads of cash around.. LoL GO ROB HIM! haha. He took out 3 notes settled all. "No cards. We only cash"!!

Grabbed the Polo T and went back to Ahma's house where we waited for my Mother to finish her mahjiong game at 6.45pm when we already planned to have dinner at 6. Haiz... Nothingtosay.... hais... Then Kiat suddenly dun wan go... HAIZ....

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+Eat
+Alone
+Dun Like!

My Dad then came over to AMK and drove us to the SAKURA international buffet behind my school. Another BLOATING meal.. LoL!

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+Next
+Time
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WENT HOME DOTA! ROAR!

+Faster RECOVER!+

Smile~

*This never hear b4 phrase came out from my mum...

2008-10-22T10:17:00.003+08:00

Thanks.

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Smile~

2008-10-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

HAIZ...

It has been so time since i exercise! Went down to AMK to play basketball on Saturday morning. Slack slack jump jump abit, go home backside muscle pain.. LoL!

Sorry Fizz, couldnt meet up with you guys with lunch. Had something on already.

Pouring out your troubles is a really good form of releasing stress. I will be there if you would need any listening ears, don't keep everything to yourself and tries to solve it on your own okay? We are all here for you.

Smile~

2008-10-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

I promised that i will not show my anger in your presence.
I promised that i will SMILE more often.
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I promise.

2008-10-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

Saw julia and gang during lunch, and Julia, Dont call me that in the future anymore... LoL

After school met up with kenny alwyn and gang. Long time no see them de lor. Talk Talk slack slack. The usual stuffs.. LoL

Met up with san choon at his place to complete some NS documentations. Gonna thank his mum for the wonderful dinner at their place~

Day sort of ended with me still trying to watch DVD on my com.. sux

2008-10-11T08:28:00.002+08:00

ARG~!! Running a fever at the wrong time. Sorry~

Woke up ytd feeling feverish.. Struggled to school feeling SUPER weak, hate this feeling. The next thing i know is that i slept 2 hours in my automatic system lab and i even apologised to my lecturer.. haha! All she said was, oh you're sick, sick sleep nvm one. zzz... Went sch for 2 hours and left at 12.. skipping the rest of the lessons.

Cab home and saw many slippers outside at my doorstep. My brother invited julia, ahjen, ahmin and ming to our house.. when im sick... Very Sorry ar! Was looking for my bed the 1st thing i reach home, couldnt entertain all of you.

Thanks dad, if it wasnt for you, i wouldnt have recovered so quickly. Upon knowing that im sick, he rushed downstairs to get my lunch and this herb drink from a chinese herb stall. Can i call it the miracle drink? I drank it and slept for 2 hours, and when i woke up, i was feeling much better already. Thanks Dad.

Dad brought the whole gang to Delifrance for dinner. hope everyone enjoyed it.. haha!

Now you should be asking.. wheres Mum? LoL! shes out there busy earning money. Her parttime job. Play mahjiong... zzz forever one.

Once again very Sorry couldnt entertain u guys..

Chalet!

2008-10-07T02:02:00.002+08:00

2nd Oct - 4th Oct 2008

Day 1

MAHJIONG! KFC! Celebrated Julia's friend's birthday. Afterwhich, we witnessed a crazy water war went on, started by the girls. Thankfully, I am not involved!! After everyone settled down, we went up to the room and had some card games and the night ended with the guys sleeping on the bed~ Woke up at 6am to have breakfast! SUPER HUNGRY! KFC didnt last. And our beds are taken over.

Day 2

Came back from Mcdonald, slept at those mattress downstairs while Ben, Cason n Hong played a 3 person Mahjiong game.. HA!
11am! K LUNCH! Sang, ate, listened. Ben SANG! Hong who is usually EXTREMELY noisy, was QUIET whenever the Mic was passed to him. HA! 1st time hearing Cason and Julia's singing. Not bad what.. LoL. Went back chalet and continued my SLEEP! Somehow during the slp, pei gui ya... haiz..
Night became WATER WAR thanks to AH JEN! This person nothing better to do, filled up water come splash me 1st.. basket! Well... at least everyone ended wet EXCEPT for YONGMING who didnt bring extra clothings... zz

SLEPT beside my beloved cousin, Julia and thats all for day 2.

Day 3

Woke up, EXTREMELY EARLY cause someone had to go work. Had Burger King for Breakfast and HOME! THANKS SAM FOR THE CAB ride home!! WOOTS. That should sum up the chalet trip organised by ben's mum~

KENNA FORCED TO WRITE THIS ENTRY! THANKS AR!

2008-09-21T02:34:00.002+08:00

Fried Oyster, Short Cut, Monopoly, hiccups, skipped school, pelican, WoW, jog with a hole on my shorts #$*&, WoW and .

2008-09-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

Dinner time, I stopped gaming, went to get my utensil and rice from the kitchen, surprisely my mother cooked today.

Walked to the sink, washed my hands, look into the mirror, took my toothbrush, brushed my teeth. Can someone tell me how i end up brushing my teeth? LoL! Its like during the walk to get my utensils, my mind blanked. Have no idea what's going... Well, come to think about it, it was damn funny...

lets see what happened if i write something here.

2008-09-03T20:53:00.005+08:00

Well THE TANK, finally uploaded it~ It was a birthday gift from Dota Gang. hmm LoL cool isnt it. Okay.. say it, don't hesitate... tagbox is over there.. and yes i will make this table neat! LoL
1) Teriyaki Chicken, dinner bought for me by my brother

2) Some plastic bags

3) NO i didn't drink the whole bottle of root beer

4) Container with chocolate biscuit (FAVOURITE!)

5) Handphone holder (Dunno where my ho is.. No point having a hp nowadays, don't really use it anyway)

6) YES i am playing WoW

7) TANK! (Ur welcome)

8) Microsoft mouse from dotaGang! LoL

9) Headphone with MIC! skype can replace my phone for now~

LoL nothing to do, so ive decided to list out the mess... hahahaha

2008-08-25T20:21:00.003+08:00

Beijing 2008 Olympics ended yesterday. Sportsmen trained hard and earned medals for their country. Teams or individuals, they all give it their all. And what did i saw. Passion. They do what they did the best. They dont give up. Sportsmen who broke into tears when they could not achieve the score they wanted. Sportsmen who run around the stadium with their flag.

They do the big things.

Passion, do you have it to even achieve small little things in life?

2008-08-25T19:37:00.004+08:00

Genting trip from 18 - 20 August.

Adam, AhBoon, BenKoh, zhc.

Eat sleep play.

Day = Hot. Night = COLD!

Shaolin Girl.

Girls.

Total time spent at genting is around 48 hours. Total Sleeping time for me is 21 hours. So proud of it. If i were to bring my bed over and with the weather there... wonder what happens.

Dont know why this time go Genting, the day time super HOT! sweat somemore... basket. Well.. the themepark was fun nevertheless. Space shot , cork screw, pirate ship bla bla...

Eat Eat Eat. FOOD! thats where we spent most of our money on.

Nope we didnt take the cable car
the 6am shot

Lu bian de ye hua. (Roadside Flowers)
BenKoh, Adam, Ahboon
SpaceShot
Theme park at Night was Spectacular
Sat the ride during day and night time. Night rides, AWESOME!

And Yes, we watched a movie there. Why not? RM16 includes food and drinks

2008-08-16T03:37:00.001+08:00

FOR 3 months... we SEE each other...
FOR 3 months... we SMELL each other... (human smell)
FOR 3 months... we laughed we talked we gan each other...
FOR 3 months... we SET B together...
FOR 3 months... we SAI GAN-ed throughout...
FOR 3 months... we FACEBOOKED together...
FOR 3 months... we WERE lab mates...

AFTER 3 months...

2008-08-15T00:04:00.003+08:00

Final Year Project Presentation tomorrow.
Hand in Final Report tomorrow.
Hand in all projects tomorrow.
Hand in AES tomorrow.
Sakura tomorrow.
Bring PsP to lab tomorrow. (and die)
Last day of FYP tomorrow.
1 year without break ends tomorrow.
LIFE starts tomorrow.
Money not enough 2 tomorrow?
I want to see YOU tomorrow!

2008-08-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

笨女人.

2008-08-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

Shld I or should i not?

Adam : Cut.. just cut only..

BenTay : WAH really ar? Cut lor. when u cut ar... u can feel the wind, when u sweat, u can feel ur sweat dripping.. (LOL! like tat oso can)

BkBk : CUT! I will SHAVE as well! (BULLSHIT! till now oso haven cut)

Farhan : U wan u cut lor.

San Choon : CUT?! U SURE REGRET ONE LOR! (HA.)

Hair Cut! WOOTS!

2008-07-31T19:25:00.002+08:00

Thank You FRIENDS.

And btw.. I haven upload the tank.. LoL LAZY!

2008-07-31T19:00:00.003+08:00

i got tagged by bkbk, hmm.. finally got something to blog..

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
No such person.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Piano

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
Home swt Home.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Everyone is.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Having me as her ideal lover.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
LoL.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
She is attached to me and many others. I will continue enjoying the time together. She's a pay to play you know..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes there is.

#10. What do you want most in life?
My own house

#11. Is being tagged fun?
Looks fine, i asked for it anyways..

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Same way i look at myself now. Into the mirror.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
The ones who are giving my everything. My Parents

#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
HUGE gamer who keeps laughing.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
Raptor is like so COOL! (bkbk's pet.)

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
Losing my temper.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
I don't give up easily, but once i do, I really give up.

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
Tuesdays.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
For 19 years, it has all been friendship. I would love to see if i can choose love over friendship.

Now i need to tag someone..
The person who wants a husband who cooks. LoL u la.. dun look away.
TYP! If you wanna ask me why, cause you re the only person in my blog contact whom i think i shld sabo.. haha

WINDFURIED!

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2008-07-21T13:22:00.006+08:00

You are standing at the centre of my world.

Some will say the heart of the town , the heart of Earth and ya.. the meaning is roughly there.

No life mode on.
19 July 08, Saturday, saw a very interesting life in QiXiang's, well... I told myself not to compare.
Happy Birthday.

Something.

2008-07-02T23:56:00.004+08:00

Tml presentation only ma.. then on biao kia wan go town... okay lor.

Pariss

(Buffet, some say eat till full. I say eat dao pok...)

Kenny -_- Ti Han ( Ji cute yi xia..)

Kelvin n Zheng Hao

Ti Han.

Photos must look natural he says.

Take 2! ACTION!

(Somehow the 2 in the photo very cooperative, they stay at this position until i start up my camera and i didnt get a good shot the 1st try so i called for a second one... and here it is. >.<) This one.

Is
Pure
AC.

Desserts!

Love this. Do not know why today's chocolate extremely tasty. And for some reason i bought chocolates in sch as well, which is rather uncommon.

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This is a recent photo i took in my grandma's hse.
Denise, my cousin. SUPER CUTE!

My Aunt asked her, Denise, are you a girl or a boy.

(After a short pause), A BOY!

My mummy always say i am like a boy.

Then after she showers. she wore a dress and prepared to go home.

My Aunt questioned again, I though you said you were a boy? How can u wear a dress?

(shy-ly replies) Now i girl..

LoLS!!!

2008-06-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

林宥嘉 - 那首歌
曲：郭子/左宏元｜詞：鄔裕康/左宏元｜編：凃惠源

不知道為了什麼　憂愁他圍繞著我
我每天都在祈禱　快趕走愛的寂寞

你要我聽這一首歌　用這首歌離開我
他唱的太美了　歌詞卻很傷人
妳為什麼不直接提分手
愛人的話不需要重　輕輕的說我就懂
接你的車來了　表示愛到站了
我站在十字路口對抗心痛　一個人

你的黑髮　現在睡進誰的胸口
你的唇　現在跟誰要溫柔
一開始你愛我　最後你放棄我
愛要用千言萬語　說的委屈　你有多難過

愛牢牢抓緊我　恨深深包圍我
你要我為你好　快趕走愛的寂寞

This song speaks.

2008-06-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

How come I never knew the importance of time until it is already too late?

Can you please let me know if i am wasting my time? again?

Where are you?
Who is going to be there?

Will all this end?

Why me?

What should i do?

2008-06-20T10:51:00.006+08:00

Some recent photos from my phone.. Very lazy... now then upload to my com.. TIME TO JOG! Will write something about these when i get back~

fabian, Samson, Yang, Kiat (left to right) Birthday BOYSThis is call Brotherly Love. Kiat and Hong, always quarrelling. But this is like... hmm LoL

New Level in Block R! 3 months old though... is really new to me... Ben gapore and Hao gapore's meeting at mos

World Skill competition. I was the 'volunteer' to help out....
The track that the competitors were staging on.
Yoga 林宥嘉

2008-06-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

Monday
- FYP
- Dinner at Fish n Co with ben, cason cow, kiat, ming n yang

- KungFu Panda
Before watching the movie, ming said sth super powerful. Before the movie starts, we decided to go NTUC to smuggle some snacks in, when in NTUC we walk walk queue queue ming and yang walked out of NTUC with his ticket and headed for the theatre. The reason he gave? 6 dollars lor, i dun wanna miss the advertisements. EPIC!....

TUES
- FYP
- NAPFA!
- Dinner with ben quek at BK
NAPFA, 2.4km fail... nothing to say.

WED
- FYP
- Whole body ACHE!
- If i were to laugh, i can feel every inch of me aching
- Went town with kelvin, kenny, mk and Ti Han
- Bought 2 shirts and a pair of jeans

Thurs
- FYP
- Body is still aching
- Forgot what i did after sch though
- Only remembered bleach was waitin for me at home

Fri
- FYP
- Suntec IT Fair and dinner with cason and kiat.
- Bought a 1GB ram
- Bought a game; Age of Conan!
Who says game no good? Game helps u forget about reality, all the troubles and stresses no more!

Sat
- NO FYP!
- Playing AOC!
- Ben and cason came over to my house to use the bathroom after their soccer game at yishun.
- Had our lunch at LJS with kiat joining us later.

2008-06-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

吳克群 - 牽牽牽手

我的话不多不会讨好

一句我爱你都说不好

全世界想救都没解药

只有你给我微笑

该怎么去爱我没学好

太多的招式我没记牢

原来牵了手就会知道

爱情不需要套招

这招只有你知道

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后

我们开心的梦游

牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣

我相信我会永远在你左右

永远在你左右

该怎么去爱我没学好

太多的招式我没记牢

原来牵了手就会知道

爱情不需要套招

这招只有你知道

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后

我们开心的梦游

牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣

我相信我会永远在你左右

永远在你左右

牵牵牵牵手一直走到最后

我们开心的梦游

牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣

我相信我会永远在你左右

永远在你左右

I fell in love, with this song and the MV. Sad Ending though.

2008-06-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

Final Year Project kinda SUCKS...!~ For the past 9 days of fyp, i did NOTHING. Nothing as in, nothing related to my project. 0830 hrs to 1800 hrs ~ 9 hrs and 30mins of boredom. Breaks are at 1000, 1215 and 1500 hrs. Locations is NYP Block S Level 2, Room S.205.

My project title given at the 1st day is something to do with the robotics games, however, there is already a team of students, the competitors, doing the project and my supervisor has no plans for me at all yet~! So all I have been doing is grab a readers' digest i can find from home and start burying my head in it for the 9hrs in school.

Today... Hais.. lifeless.. one shot break for 4 hrs... from 10am to 2pm. Wish this ends quickly, I wanna study! I wanna score!..

So whats gonna happen tomorrow?

2008-05-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

1st day of school after 3 months...FYP STARTS. WHERE GOT CHIO BU..... >< LoL.. Bluff me la. Normal to me. Haiz.... Sian..... Haiz.......

2008-05-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

Last friday was the end of my attachment. I teared.

Thanks Mr Anderson Wong for everything you have taught me. Thank You for taking care of me for the past 3 months. Thanks for making my 3 months of IAP meaningful. For 3 months, You have been my supervisor, tolerating my noobness in whatever i do, You have been my teacher, not only in terms of working knowledge, you taught me many in life.

You ARE a friend.

I must confess something to you here. I lied to you about going to Ang Mo Kio library to search for a book. I lied to you about my stomach ache and not attending work. I lied to you about having to settle some personal problems on the 2nd last day. I am sorry about all that i have done.

Like i said, Anderson was a great teacher. I can even compare him with my secondary school's teachers. He really make a great impact in my life which explained the tears.

Thank You.

2008-05-21T00:14:00.004+08:00

If i were to be questioned, my answer would be, that feeling was just too addictive, very irresistible. Even ME (yes, myself, you will understand if you know me in person) cannot prevent this from happening, but apparently i fell for it ONCE again.

It's like falling into the same trap over and over again, even though i know the difficulties i will have to face if i want to climb out of it.

I am not very good at words, neither am i easy on the eye which might explain the "I still don't know how to express myself". Well, I am quiet usually the guy who is able to not utter a single word on the dining table. Ironically, I enjoy Singing.

Recently, songs, music, they all sounded so different. The hidden messages songs writers are trying to convey sometimes make me think a lot. Somehow, this made me attempt to write songs, however, all are incomplete. I just could not give them the finishing i wanted.

This entry has aided me lots. Lots.

Thank you

2008-05-09T08:39:00.004+08:00

为你写诗 - 吴克群

爱情是一种怪事我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位子
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的样子

2008-05-02T23:52:00.004+08:00

ROAR~! lazy type for now...

2008-04-22T19:43:00.004+08:00

2nd month. The 8th week. 50th day from day 1. And i am getting sick of it, especially when u don't like ur colleague. Haiz.. Travelling time oso so long......... At times when my supervisor do not feel like eating, I will walk to the canteen alone, and eat alone. Eat alone oso very shiok one lor.. dunno why. Maybe can eat slowly, sit there relax exercise eyes.. LoL!

Miss sch.. miss sch canteen... miss the fun.. miss the friends.. miss the sch girls.. LoL! Come to think again.. This semester my batch most senior liao. Yr 3 le! 3rd year le! is fast de lor... Hope time faster fast... haiz... This part of my life is really the not life.. zz Seeing my friends one by one go NS, regret oso alot alot.

Aiya, realised my language used is terri the ble.. zz

Recently, I read an article from the papers about ageing prevention and stuffs. There is this one phrase from a writer which I find rather meaningful. "Why prevent your ageing signs? It's part and parcel of life. Wrinkles on ur face will tell others your very own life story. It allows people to know the happiness, bitterness and sadness you have been through." This is not the writer's exact words, but nevertheless, the meaning is there. These few sentences made me think a lot on life and everything.

HAIz... write till here ba.. lazy think le.. cyas

2008-04-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

Ikea trip. Swedish MeatBall! SonyEricsson. Dinner. Home.

Recently abit K Box crazy... dunno why. Just feel like blasting my voice somewhere. Maybe I shld get one installed in my Hse XD.

Oh ya YuTing. Tio shoot fun? LoL

The answer is bored.
I dun even read book of such thickness during school days.
Eh..

2008-03-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

This Entry should be completed~ some photos i took recently.. ^^

Ben quek dun believe is i draw one.. zz

So many dimension drawings to folo de lo.. zz

This is a ultra sonic wave machine, purpose is to 'shake' tiny particles in solutions to settle them down. ultra sonic waves cannot be felt my human skin, fatal if contact with ultrasonic waves prolongs.
That bottle label says "Glassware DETEGENT" The sink label says " NO Glassware HERE"
Staring into monitor screen doing nothing..

Looks like i found something to do though...

THIS IS MY COUSIN, BEN BDAY on 21st march.. wah best now then i update.. LoL!

This is winston, my cousin, during CNY.. LOL!

2008-03-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

2008-03-05T22:12:00.014+08:00

Attachment Day 3~

Reached NUS at ard 9.45 but waited to 10 den go up.. LoL! slack lo.. But mei xiang dao go up le even more slack... Whole day practically did nothing...! Installed microsoft office and UG into our computers and thats all for the day... haiz...

Path to IMRE (Institute of Material, Research and Engineering)

Inside IMRE

A lab somewhere i passed by~

My Pass...

My space... the Computer sux...

Another photo from my Chalet.. LoL!

2008-03-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Attachment Day 2~

Almost reached office LATE! LoL hate the rushing feeling.... reach 8.10am just nice den wait and read today's 8days XD till 9+ den my colleague drove me to NUS. Btw NUS is a nice place de lor!... JC Students taking As should really have a tour inside to get motivated....

NUS machiam filled with Beautifuls and Handsomes de lo... But of cuz got exceptionals la... i go there le, the exceptional list increased by 1...

Once again stuck inside a office in NUS... tml oso same routine! omg!!! haiz....

2008-03-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

Attachment Day 1

Met up with jory and went for our attachment briefing together. Heng heng we 2 same place. Reached Boon Lay MRT station at 7.30am, very the EARLY! Walked to Jalan Boon Lay where my company, Singapore Technologies Kinetics, is located at. Dao le company also still very the early!

Head towards Founders' Hall for so presentations and briefings.... Bored dao almost can sleep on the super uncomfortable chair... zz and ar Kai Xiang stop freaking smoke la! You now talk beside me i oso can smell dao your freaking BAD BREATH!

After announcing which department we tio posted to, Jory me tio posted to different department. Also dunno where he posted to, his supervisor came and picked him up. And i remained at Boon Lay de company alone.. LoL! Now wanna scold kx for his bad breath oso cannot le...

Wait dao lunch time my supervisor oso haven come pick me... wth.. den go have lunch 1st lo... ate lunch at a nothing much to eat canteen with a just made fren. Went back to Founders' hall and continued waiting for our late dao bu yao zai late de supervisors. My fren's supervisor came and she oso tio posted to somewhere else too...

Supervisor came around 1.45pm and i got to know my same department de partner, chun li. We reached our office and were introduced to every of our colleagues. Packed some files and DONE, thats all for the day. We slack in our office do nothing. 4pm came out teabreak den i read 8days from dec 07 de copy dao recent de issue.... walao... Edison really famous in a way liao.. XD

Tml Good Game liao.. have to go NUS do dunno what... sian... z..z.z den today jiu know that friday off day le... swee la! shiok shiok!

2008-03-03T20:57:00.007+08:00

Class Chalet AT hometeam chalet on 27th, 28th 29th Feb~~

Wah... Spent my leap day with them.. LoLs This is my current semester the class... i got so many de classes de lor.... After BBQ play Boom Cha game.. LoL! Fun de lor! Play half way kenneth ask us not to play so loud... every1 gan him lor and continued with our volume &#%*(&#$.

When playing the game i keep going to the toilet. Nv think of anything eerie de... but suddenly an image of grey not really well maintained de long hair appeared in my head... I nv tell anyone and continued playing the game and drink~

The next day, kenneth cai tell what happened last nite.. he saw an old lady de figure outside the door thats why asked us to lower our volume... wtf.. can see the link? den when reach home, i told CS the story of what happened to ken and me.. Then he also felt an old lady keep looking at him in the kitchen.... The toilet, Kitchen and the main door is very the near! My hair standing now!

2008-02-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

周大侠

我一脚踢飞一串串红红的葫芦冰糖

我一拳打飞一幕幕的回忆散在月光

一截老老的老姜一段旧旧的旧时光

我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象

我说啊屏风就该遮冰霜屋檐就该挡月光

江湖就该开扇窗平剧就该耍花枪

扎下马步我不摇晃

闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装

我不卖豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)

我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫

功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)

赶紧穿上旗袍免得你说我吃你豆腐

你就像豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)

吹弹可破的肌肤在试练我功夫

功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)

赶紧穿上旗袍免得你说我吃你豆腐

我稍微伸展拳脚你就滚到边疆

回旋踢太用力画面就变的很荒凉

落花配对配夕阳翻山越岭渡过江

我清一清嗓清一清嗓唱起秦腔

飞天飞敦煌北方北大荒

谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望

啊这什么地方这什么状况啦啦啦啦

闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀

我不卖豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)

我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫

功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)

赶紧穿上旗袍免得你说我吃你豆腐

你就像豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)

吹弹可破的肌肤在试练我功夫

功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)

赶紧穿上旗袍免得你说我吃你豆腐

2008-02-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

Happy belated CNY,
Happy Belated Birthday, Mum~

Today is really the sian..... Suppose to study ytd + today, but end up watching 'Heros'. I finised season 1 and just started season 2 this afternoon..... den dunno which link brought me to youtube and i rmb joe saying about a video our class(B1) did....

Video 1 - julius the wire shooting freak?
Video 2 - This is my thermofluid lab's condition.

LoL melvin...

Oh ya, and a Happy Valentines to all~

2008-01-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

Test Week

Tomorrow, Wednesday, Cost Accounting Final paper.

Where's my CA textbook?? o.0

2008-01-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Shit.Tio.Numbers.3.50.NOTHING(reserved for "win big money", but in the end....).

editted on 29 Jan 08 8.07pm

2008-01-26T04:08:00.000+08:00

Trust.

Trust... You earn trust from your parents, friends and people around you. Things as simple as keeping your promise earns trust. When you are trusted, everyone will believe in you. They know that there is a certain responsibility in you that they can reply on. EVEN when you did something wrong, you will look the least suspicious. People will still trust you.

However, when you lose your trust, you lose it forever. People are not going to turn to you when in need of help. EVEN when you did nothing wrong, eyes are already on u. EVEN when you try your very best in being the good 'guy', you will not earn back the kind of trust u once deserve.

Do not give any chance of having people's trust in you slip away. Trust me...

The Door.

2008-01-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

The Door.

The door is always open, yet no one seems to be entering it. Could it be because nobody knows what is beyond the door? Or perhaps, nothing was found when people looked through the door, all was found is an empty room...

A different door is always close. The surface of the door looked very mystical, which eventually attracted many attention. Day by day, many wondered what was inside. Could it be because nobody knows what is beyond the door? Or perhaps.... But when the door eventually opens, people got disappointed. BeYond the door, inside the room was obviously not an empty room, but two empty rooms. lol.

Inside the rooms, there is u reading this text of words, me laughing my ass off that u will read till this stage....

Well.. the door meant something in the 1st para... haha.. anything else after the 1st para was a job of a bored, nothing to do wednesday midnite going to sleep guy.

Eh CS DIAM la! Joe, please la.... STOP dreaming la! LoLs

The Amazing Tales of MY Wallet! TEHWALLET

2008-01-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time(today la), 20cent, 20cent, 10cent and 5cent have been sending alot of their friends and relatives away from their hometown, TEHWALLET. Tear shed as their beloved families and friends will be missed. Not only will the cents family be very lonely in the small home, they are also very jealous that they were not the ones being sent away.

Therefore the 55cents live happily or perhaps LONELY ever after in TEHWALLET.

Something....

2007-12-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

What have i been doing during this 2 wks holi, Nothing.

What have i learnt over the yr, Something.

Of cuz i learnt something, well.. its more of myself.
I seldom allow my feelings to flow.
I AM sitting infront of the computer for too long.
I still dun like to talk.
I have some sort of sleep problems.
I am starting to worry about my dad's hair loss problems.
I am addicted to Bleach, though i dun like to watch cartoons or animations...
I need to EAT MORE.
I need to SAVE MORE. (contradicting alot alot lo...)
I started playing World of Warcraft for FREE. (now it make sense.)
I am starting to think alot of my future.

Thats all... anymore next time den write.... Anyways... HAPPY NEW YR~

AND FINALLY DUN GET TO SEE THAT COW's FACE ( YES you!U la, dun look away, u la cason)

Sunday, 9 dec, Cason Niu Bday!

2007-12-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

Cason ur bd like expensive LA!.. LoL plus alot of effort LO! nothingtosay right? zzz

The grass part la, dunno what photos with our greetings la, eat KFC, buy cake climb wrong multi-storey carpark La.

This is the grass i was talking about...
and This is cason

The dunno what photos i am talking about, what shld i call it? cason or cow? (btw, the editing if i am nt wrong was done by yong ming.. LoL.)

Lastly the correct carpark where the photo was taken. (ben, my cousin, looked very scary.)

One of the world worst event was the birth of a cow 19 yrs ago from now - Kiat
(if i remembered correctly.. LoL, this is one of the greetings we wrote for cason.)

1 semester only need to stress 3 days.. LoL!

2007-12-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Finally! Common Test is OVER for me.... dunno why this semester de CT study so hard...

1st paper, Maths, on tuesday and 4 friends, alwyn, ben(father), jun ming and meng kiat jiu came over to my place to study... zzz Study a little bit den hungry de hungry, tired de tired...

Alwyn come might as well dun come... Sleep also must hold his dick one.... then that ben machiam sleeping beauty, LIE DOWN on my bed one minute sleep for 10 years..

Wed, got 2nd wave one.. thought 1st wave cleared 2nd day can dun need study, in the end ben and meng kiat still come. This time best, chiong study all the way dao eat prata outside and go sch hav test. All is no need sleep one. Wed, i had Thermofluid and Cost Accounting, 2 tests only what... but ben come my hse ask me teach him Mechanics... Like that i might as well sleep.. ben u haven treat me lunch ar!

Thurs, today. jun ming almost came... lucky he considerate, last min say dun wan come, know i need to sleep. Well... have nt study finish jiu slp lo.. (my usual self).

TIME TO SLACK!

This one i like so must save somewhere.. LoL

2007-12-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

Man called home, maid answered."Can u get my wife?"
Maid repiled "No, she is upstairs slping with her boyfriend."
Feeling ANGRY, the man requested the maid to get his shotgun and kill both of them. Being faithful, the maid did as she was told.
"They are dead, what do i do with their bodies?"
"Dump them in the swimming pool, i will settle with them when i get back."
"But sir, we dun have a pool..."

Man asked: "Is This 6 - 754 - 1368 ?"

LoL, btw the number is random.. so dun try calling..

Time nt enuff !!!!

2007-12-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

K boxed just now. Sang and felt good.. LoL but ar always so little time..... haiz. The timing cannot set exactly 3hrs one lo... 1 person go is 3hrs.. 10 ppl go oso 3hrs meh? dunno how to think for customers den more ppl will go...

Btw cyn can sing and she does it well! (dunno if she will see my praise.. LoL)

What to DO!

2007-12-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

I AM BROKE! SPENDING TOO MUCH ON FOOD!

Like i told cason, i hate window shoppin cuz i will only buy things i need. Which means i saved lots of $$... partly true.

However, my appetite is ya yes correct thats right and eating is a need.... walao!

Great minds think alike

2007-11-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

dUn aSk mE says:
ai ya

dUn aSk mE says:
actually the league thing onli see ben n cason

zhc; let me be noone. says:
ya lo

zhc; let me be noone. says:
the rest is sure one word only

dUn aSk mE says:
anything

Q` says:
anything

zhc; let me be noone. says:
correct

zhc; let me be noone. says:
LoL

A conversation on msn amoung my dota mates on joining a compeition.. xD
Interestingggg

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2007-11-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

TODAY is a very special day! Its a BIG day to commemorate together! Its the 1st day I will be doing homework. Lets celebrate with some snacks and music while doing these damn programs... zz

Day 3 ends...

2007-11-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

sch ended at 6pm.. swept the floor.. had my dinner... try watching transformer in my computer which i cant cuz wmp needs some plugin for dvd player which i dun really bother about now.. might be going to bed real early today....... TIRED!

Heard ben and daniel got their results today... and.... they PROMOTED! Gratz!

Day 3

2007-11-05T07:22:00.000+08:00

sian.. Monday... The morning still raining like so shiok to sleep one la... But 8am lesson what to do...

Ytd, gonna thank my xiao shu for filling up my Sunday.. Lunch, gold class, dinner, he settled all...

Time check.. 7.29am, gonna be LATE!

Home Alone : Day 1

2007-11-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Home alone.. why? Family just left for Korea about few hrs ago... Guess i will dota tonight out... they will be back the coming Sat... so.... hope nothing much happens and everything goes as usual...

And once again... Those 'A' levelers.... JIAYOU!! like i said to a few.. Nv get As for the papers dun come back see us... HAHAHA!! LoL

2007-10-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED!

2007-10-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

New semester, new modules, new classes, new classmates, new friends. What the hell.

But i seriously do not like the new environment. Most of the people have the same class same environment, whereas i have 4 classes within 3 semesters... How wonderful can the NYP system be, nothing can be better than making someone keep on adapting. It might be a form of learning, but if that affects my studies, wouldn't it be better to settle down... zzz

Back!

2007-10-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

Connection Done! LoL, finally.. have to thank JonM again..trial and error do work.. hahaha...

Hmmm furthermore, get to see some bankais in this show i have been watching.. LoL. This show really unhealthy one la... chiong watching den forgot bout lunch... now my stomach is askin for lunch at 4pm... LoL.

Btw ben, u took away the post le how i copy, best is dun give me do.. zzz

P.s. Joke of the Week.. Coming Soon~ wahaha

TyTy LoL..

2007-10-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

Connection is down, somehow SCV cable TV oso DOWN due to dunno what maintenance. wooo what a day.... Thankfully Jonathan lives nearby.. hahhaha, well at least the maintenace is over soon when i reach home.

Thanks la Hor JonM... if not i might just die at home..... kk signed off here.... go home watch TV -_- and the same thing for the rest of the week... sad...

Announment~

2007-10-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

Cancelled my internet connection~ perhaps terminating tml or anytime now-_- ..

New connection(HUBBER) coming in at 9 Oct~ Gggreat....

9 - 2 = 7 days of life without internet access....

Hope this explains my absence............

o.0

2007-10-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

OMG! say it!

Surprised? so am i....